Finally I am home and it feels wonderful. Have missed being able to be myself all these past months. But now well I'm engrossed in being my slutty self.  My little clitties and ass is sore from all the use (by me as of yet haven't gotten any cock).

It is so nice to be dressed all the time now and enjoy being a girl.  Hope to have some men over soon to take care of me and really get my welcome home.   

I have been out of state lately and the internet connection I have is horrible.  So I don't get to be on line very much and I miss it.  I need to be on line in my finest panties and bra and being everones fuck toy.  It is like going trough withdrawel.  Just need to be used on line but am missing it so much.  Even to the point of dreaming about being an on line fuck toy of a sadistic manuplator that has me begging to be used publicly.  It has gotten to the point that when I finally get back home the slut in me will take over and have me on for solid 24 hrs doing all I'm told to do.  In my dream last night the sadistic manulator informed me that I was to post his messages.  That if I dreamed it I had to post it.  So now you know what I'm going through.

First he instructed me to admit to ya'll that I need to be used.  That the only way I was complet was to be a fuck toy.  Not sure what all that entails but it is what he told me to do.  So if you are looking for a fuck toy that is being controled by his (her) dream manupulator then here I am.  He also told me to remind you all that my email is sherrie.newton73@gmail.com  and that my skype name is sherrie.newton. and I am not allowed to refuse any request.  Must go now before my connection fails again.  Love and promisses. 

Finally all is back to normal, I can now log in to chat.  Whatever was wrong is now gone.  So lots of cum and cocks to admire.  I have been loading up on galleries of BBC, oh yes I do love BBC.  It is so hot but I still get questions like, have you ever had a BBC.  Well for all concerned, yes I have and I love it.  When I had my first one was at a spa and after that it was hello BBC.  

I also have been watching a lot of sissy hipno films and wow they are what I need.  It all started when a Dom on this site in a chat room instructed me to watch one and then come back and tell him what I thought of it. Well I have to say I loved it and now I'm required to watch at least one every day and report to him.  This is so wild it is making me a so much better cum whore. He alos instructed me to allow anyone who recognizes me as the cum whore I am, to give them any sexual favors they require.

 Now don't get me wrong, I love all cocks, not just BBC but I do have to admit that they do drive me wild.  Love to be use by them.  

I just love becoming more and more a cam slut. To be on cam in my girl clothes and behaving like a whore is so empowering and after a time on cam my feeling of well being just goes trough the roof.  This is such a great site for my continued growth as a slut.  So many hot and sexy members here and the cocks and cum shotes are out of this world.  Last night I hadn't been on is a few days and as soon as I loged on my excitement grew.  It wasn't long before some strong dominant took me up the slope and had me exhibit my true self.

I was told that I had to let everyone see my face as I played with my sissy cock.  A few times he had me get on my knees and put my face close to the cam and pretend to suck his cock.  That was humulating and so hot as well.  It made me get all tingly all over.  This is the first time that I had been forced to do that and it was exciting and scary at the same time.  But he had me so hot and horny and in the moment of sluty that I would and did all that he instructed.  My hope is that he will be on line often and find me and use me like that again.  My ultimate goal is to be forced to perform on cam with other men.  To be caming as I suck cock and bend over and receave a hot cock in my horny ass.  Then to clean his cock after he cums in me.  My favorite blog is Confessions of a Vegas Sissy.  She has hot vedos of slut training and hypnosis.  When I am here I am also watching her vedios and wow it just opens me up to all possibililties. Today I want to be a better sissy, slut whore and share myself to all.  

Today I took my hormone shot in my desire to become more female.  While I love growing more as a woman I do hate to see my size grow smaller and my cum to become less and less.  Then on top of that I keep running into these people that insist that I cum with them.  Isn't it enough that I am being your slut to use why must it always be "you must cum with me".  Good grief what a turn off!  I do cum, mind you, but when I'm ready and the moment you insist I cum with you there is absolutely no chance that I will.

I am growing more slutty every day.  I log onto this site and to my yahoo chat and accept all phone calls from horny men.  No one has come over and fucked me yet but when they do I hope to get some pictures of it so I can post them.   

Well been here for a few days now and I have to say it has been wild.  I have only had one person request my phone number and I gave it to him and do love talking to him on the phone.  He is black and tells me I am his white bitch.  I love it, sends shivers down my legs.  He tells me things that really turn me on mostly about how he will treat me as a sissy slut and cock sucker.  So I want more of that.

I have been in the chat rooms but find them a little slow.  Not as exciting as ALT.com chat where there are men there that like to take control of me and use me as their personel sex object.  But hopfully in time things will heat up in these chat rooms.  In fairness, I did cum on cam in the t chat room but although there were several viewers, not much encourgment.