kaant or "cunt" is the beautiful part of a female body that aroses a male.
A male would use the cunt to fantesize and masterbaste. The most beatiful romantic or the nastiest fantacies that form a cum and that last push of a male cock shaft to let juice out, is the pleasure recieved from the cunt for the male, with ignoring the needs of the female. A male can jerk off and fantesize about the cunt, or they just choose anothger cunt to jerk off to when they choose.
A sissy feels all the pleasure of the cunt (reciever) and the male (giver), becasue a sissy used to be a male.
A good sissy knows the giver chose her for his cunt. So a sissy would do anything to satisfy the male.
A sissy faggot is indeed a complex animal. She is definitely not a man
and not really a woman. A sissy faggot is usually a closeted
crossdresser who wishes to be a whore for men. He has a “public” life
and usually presents himself as straight to everyone even though he
knows deep down inside that his true purpose and desire is to be or to
be turned into a gay homo fag. A lot of sissy faggots have their first
experience crossdressing at an early age. Maybe they tried on their
mother’s panties or they played around with makeup. These early
experiences are very important in the blossoming of a sissy later on in
life.
Many sissies are young, in college, and are looking for daddies who
will make them feel feminine. If these young sissies are provided with
the right encouragement and attention at an early stage, they will
almost always start taking hormones and successfully transition. The
other kind of sissy faggot is the one who hasn’t had this early life
development. Over the course of years, they perfect their lie of being
straight to the point that they convince even themselves. At some point,
they get married and have kids. Then the realization sets in that they
don’t actually want to be a man. but they don’t wanna let go of this
fake life. This is a great dilemma that many sissies face.
In this series of writings, we will explore the complex nature and
psychology of sissies. Hopefully, in reading this, you will learn about
who you truly are.
1. The Big Cock Effect: from “straight” man to cock-addict
We can define two aspects that can make a “straight” male finally realize that they are a sissy: dick size and porn
Dick size: Males are obsessed with the size of their cocks. Is
it big enough? Am I too small? Is my erection strong enough? Males are
worried that a woman might find them too small. Men are told that they
have a small dick as a form of insult. It means that they aren’t fit to
be a man. We live in a modern world with a lot of sexual pressure coming
from TV, movies, and society but we can’t deny that it is also
something that they are born with, sissies will realize that they have
always been a bit feminine and smaller than other men. All this pressure
builds up insecurities which most men can handle because they have the
size to back it up but for a sissy who knows he is too small, it can
destroy their confidence as a man.
This is one of the reasons that more and more beta males are
realizing that they were born to be sissies. This “confidence crusher”
is actually a blessing in disguise for sissies. Many participants of the
sissy lifestyle start out being unsatisfied with the size of their
small “dicks”. Instead of trying to make their dicks larger (which is
impossible) they accept their inferior dick size and rename it a “clit”.
This helps them cope with the fact that their dick is too small and
that they will never please a woman. It becomes a symbol of pride and
they strive to make their “clit” smaller and more limp. By “ruining”
their “dick”, they are breaking themselves free of the heavy and
soul-crushing chains of masculinity. They will never look back and want
to return to a life of shame and depression.
Porn:
Sissies may try out the “straight” lifestyle at first. They try
dating girls but can’t get hard during sex or they are made fun of for
having a small dick. The girl usually breaks up with them and this makes
them depressed. The depression makes their dick even limper. The beta
male then starts watching many hours of porn hoping that watching sexual
content will help them get hard but it has the opposite effect. They
watch so many porn that they become desensitized and induces erectile
dysfunction. This puts the beta male into a state of panic and they
become more depressed, their dick becomes more dysfunctional and their
porn preferences change from normal straight fucking to more extreme
forms of entertainment like bukkake, creampie gangbangs, etc. They are
only excited by the most extreme forms of straight porn that they can
possibly find. Usually the porn they begin to prefer includes some
worship and focus around cum.
They are now obsessed with porn. It is the only thing that gives them
excitement. They are not even concerned about their small dick anymore.
They can only get hard from watching porn. They love watching the porn
actress obsess over cum. They constantly hear the words: “I love cum!”
“I love big cocks” “I am a cum slut” “I’m a filthy disgusting cum dump
whore”
These words and phrases begin to be associated with a state of sexual
excitement in the subconscious. The beta male starts to fall in love
with the idea of a whore but can’t imagine her sucking his cock since he
is too small to please her but enjoys seeing other bigger men use the
whore. This is the beginning of the development of a cuckolding fetish.
He begins to admire the strength, vigor, cock length, and aggressiveness
of a real man. He watches more porn of guys with big cocks (usually
black men impaling white pussies) and literally fucks his mind. He’s
frustrated because he can’t have a girlfriend but then realizes that he
doesn’t need a girlfriend. He wants to fall in love with a whore who
shares a mutual interest: a love and obsession with big cocks. The beta
male also craves to be humiliated by a woman for having such a small
dick.
Congratulations! You are officially a O.C.C.L (Obsessive Compulsive Cock Lover)
2.1 Profiling a Sissy
Continuing on from the last point, you are now a porn-addicted, cock
obsessed beta male. You spend all your time jerking off to your fantasy.
You have no social life, no one to talk to. All you do is fantasize
about drinking cum, sucking cock, having a mistress humiliate you and
increasingly fantasies about them making you dress up like a girl and
pleasure a man. Your porn preferences have been changing all the while
and you have started becoming excited by shemale porn which after a few
searches leads you to finding sissy hypnos and crossdresser porn. You
have never experienced a sexual rush like this before. The hypnos are
telling you everything you knew about yourself from an early age. It’s
like you finally know who and what you were meant to be.
After being exposed to sissy hypnos, there are only two choices: one
of them is to keep living in a fantasy world, dreaming about your
non-existant sexual life and deal with depression, frustration that will
leads you to be a O.C.M (Obsessional compulsive masturbator).
The other is to put yourself out there. You begin to interact with
people and start creating lots of sex profiles on websites like fetlife,
tumblr, pornhub, xhamster, etc. You are just curious to see what is out
there. At this point, you start taking pictures of yourself dressed up
in panties to attract attention to your profiles. They aren’t great but
they are your attempt at exploring your sissy side. As you build up
confidence, you start posting better pics and this may or may not lead
to a sissy sexual encounter maybe with another crossdresser. Most
sissies aren’t really attracted to men at first but after they taste a
cock in real life, they become instant addicts and only want to have sex
with real men. It is the perfect match.
Sissies tend to love showing off their bodies and will begin
feminizing their bodies at all cost. To fund their obsession with making
their clits smaller and their boobs bigger, they will go into the cam
sex industry on sites like chaturbate or even fulfill their dream of
being a hooker. The sissies who work hard on their image and are truly
serious about becoming as feminine as possible team up with the likes
of @tiatizziannifeminizationand
become models and porn stars winning lots of awards and making real
money. They find daddies who are rich and willing to pay for their full
transition and have all their dreams come true.
رفتنم تو دفترش، چند نفر از کرگرهاش هم نشسته بودن، تا من رو دید گفت این همون جاکشیه که بهتون گفته بودم. گفت میخوام کیرمو ساک بزنی، سریع خودمو بهش نزدیک کردم، دستمو از رو شلوار گرفتم و شروع کردم به مالوندن، گفتم دوسداری اینها هم تموشا کنند کیرتو میخورم یا مال اینارو هم بخورم، گفت حالا کیرمو بخور ببینیم چی میشه.
جلو پاش زانوزدم زیپشو دادم پائین کیرشو دروردا، دستم دورش حلقه نمیکرد، دهنمو باز کردم، یه جون گفتمو کردم تو دهانم، ختنه نبود، پوست رو کیرشو پائین دادم، سرشو کردم تو دهنمو مثل پستونک مکیدم، مکیدانرو تند تر کردم بعد با اون یکی دستم براش شروع به جق زدن کردم، اه و اوهش رفت بالا رفت بالا یهو با دوتا دستاش سرمو محکم نیگرداشت بلند گفت بخورش جنده.
ئوع هوول دیدم یک مایعی داره تو دهانم تلبه میزانه، من هم تا تونستم مکیدم، تا چند تا نعره کشید بلند گفت جنده لاشی جون. بد همین جور که زانو زده بودم یک کمی ابهسو رو غورت دادم دیدم دیگه نمیتونم، دلا شدم طرفه راستم، ریختتم روزمین، تا سرم رو بالا کردم یکی از کارگرش بالا سرم واستاده بود، کیرشو آورد نزدیکه صورتم آبه کیرشو پاشید رو صورتم، سریع بادست کیرشو گرفتم، تادسته کردم تو دهانم شروع کردم آروم مکیدن تا همه ابهشو کشیدم، آبشو هم سریع قورت دادم تا مززش تو دهانم نیمده بود. اون یک کارگرش هم کیرشو دراورده بود جق میزد، ئوع هوول دیدم یک صدا بلند بهش گفت جندرو بگا، همینو که گفت سریع اناد نزدیکر کیرشو کرد دهانم، اون رفیقش هم منو از کار بلدن کرد رو شو به درواوردن شلوارم کرد، همین جوری ساک میزدم دیدم سوراخ کونم داره درد میگیره، بر گشتم دیدم رأیسشون خشک خشک داره انگشتم، یک آهی کشیدم شروع کردم به ساک زدن، بد دیدم یکی لکونم رو باز کردو یک تف گنده انداخت روش، بد یک چی نرمی با فشار وارده کونم شد، و یکی محکم محکم داره کونم میزد، همین جور که میکرد یهو داد زد آمدم یک دیدم اون که تو دهانم بود اومد، اون که تو کنم بود هم کارشو تموم کرد از کونم کشید بیرون، من برگشتم جلوش زانو زدم کیرشو براش تمیز کنم که یهو رئیسش دوباره اومد و پاشید تو صورتم. منم کیری تو کنم بود رو گرفتم اوردم نزدیکه دهانم یک کم بو میداد ولی کردمش تو دهنمو آرم ساک زدم، اون یکی کرگر هم کیرش داد ساک بزم، رئیس شون همین جور میمالید تو صورتم میگفت دفعه دیگه میخوام زنتو جلوت بگام بد ابم رو بریزم تو دهنت
raftanm too daftaresh, chand nafar az karegarhaash ham nesheste boodan, ta man ro did goft in hamoon jaakeshieh ke behetoon gofteh boodam. Goft mikham kiramo suck bezani, sari khodamo behesh nazdik kardam, dastamo az roo shalvar gereftam va shoro kardam be maaloondan, goftam doosdaari inaha ham tamoosha konanad kireto mikhoram ya male inaaro ham bokhoram, goft hala kiramo bokhor bebinim chi misheh.
jelo paash zaanoozadam zipesho dadam paeen kiresho daravorda, dastam dooresh halghe nemikard, dahanamo baaz kardam, ye joon goftamo kardam too dahanam, khatneh nabood, pooste ro kiresho paaeen dadam, saresho kardam to dahanamo mesle pestoonak makidam, makidaanaro tond tar kardam baad ba on yeki dastam barash shoro be jagh zadan kardam, ah o oohesh raft bala raft bala yoho ba dota dastaash saramo mohkam nigardaasht boland goft bokhoresh jendeh.
yo ho didam yek mayee dareh to dahanam tolobeh mizaneh, man ham ta toonestam makidam, ta chand ta naereh keshid boland goft jendeh laashi joon. bad hamin joor ke zano zadeh boodam yek kami abehso ro ghoort dadam didam digeh nemitoonam, dola shodam tarafeh rastam, rikhtatm roozamin, ta saram ro bala kardam yeki az kaargarsh bala saram vaastadeh bood, kiresho aavord nazdikeh sooratam abeh kiresho paashid roo soratam, sari baadast kiresho gereftam, taadasteh kardam to dahanam shoro kardam aroom makidan ta hame abehsho keshidam, abesho ham sarie ghort dadam ta mazzash to dahanam naymade bood. on yek kaargaresh ham kirosho daraavordeh bood jagh mizad, yo ho didam yek seda boland behesh goft jendaro bega, hamino ke goft sari onaad nazdikar kiresho kard dahanam, on refighesh ham mano az kar boldan kard ro sho be daravordan shalvaram kard, hamin joori saak mizadam didam soraakh koonam dareh dard migire, bar gashtam didam raeeseshoon khoshk khoshk dareh angoshtam, yek aahi keshidam shoro kardam be saak zadan, bad didam yeki lakoonam ro baaz kardo yek tofe gondeh endaakht roosh, bad yek chi narmi ba feshaar vaaredeh koonam shod, va yeki mohkam mohkam dare koonam mizad, hamin joor ke mikard yoho daad zad amadam yek didam on ke too dahanam bood omad, on ke too konam bood ham karesho tamoom kard az koonam keshid biroon, man bargashtam jelosh zanoo zadam kiresho barash tamiz konam ke yoho raeesesh dobareh omad va paashid to soratam. manam kiri to konam bood ro gereftam ovordam nazdikeh dahanam yek kam bo midaad vali kardamesh to dahanamo aarom suck zadam, on yeki karegare ham kiresh daad suck bezam, raees shoon hamin joor mimalid too sooratam migoft dafeh digeh mikham zaneto jelot begaam bad abame ro berizam to dahanet
As a young man I was very horny and really attacrcted to Asian girls. I was like that for a few year before a frind of mine suggested us to go to Thailand to get us us some pussy. We we got there, firts thing was to hit the clubs and have fun. It was there that I notoved there are few grls that are much hotter than others of whcih I came to know they were lady boys. Well I slowly change ny feeling, wanting a lady boy to func, but I could not since I was with my straight friend, so I just tagged along and assuming everything was fun, but insde me, I was pretending to fuck lady boy evey time i fucked a girl. When we got back from Thailand, wanting some ladyboy, I started going thru craigslist classifieds ads, and found myself a sexy shemale. I called and set up an appointment. I took myself to her door step, and knocked the door. When the door was opened, I saw myslef informt of an spansih hot tranny who was a little bit taller than me and wearing a see thru lingere. I could see thru her body, and focused on her big boobs, we hugged, and I went inside. Being nervous, I put the flowers on her disk, and got closer to her touching her boob, then I asked what do we do now? She calmly responded, "we'll see what happens". I quickly underssed myslef, then got closer to her, touching her nipples, and she got her pantys off, I saw a big cock on her, then istarted rubbing my cock on hers. Suddenly my body start to shake, when O was her getting arosed. Not knowning what to expect, she dirceted me towards the bed, where i sat on the edge, and she was infront of me, then she started rubbing her cock, and I automatically opened my mouth, and she shoved her cock inside my mouth. I did not know how to suck, and might used my teeth on her as she was telling me how to suck. "gentle, no teeth" she sfotly talked.
I sucked her cock for good 10min then she sat infront of me and started sucking my dick, I was very horney, but i wanted to suck her more, so i pushed her away, then i kneel infront of her nad started to suck her. Then she reached to the disk, pulled out a condom, and wear it, told me to turn around, and asked me to open up my ass chick with two hands, of whch I did without hesitation. then she spit on my hole a couple time, the slowly shoved her cock inside my ass. It was a bot pian full for me since this was my first time taking it in the ass.she held me firmly and started pumping her dick, we needed som more lubricant, so she took and spit on my ass, she pumped my ass, then she pulled her cock out, lost the condom, and I felt a warm jucy feeling on my back. When she was done, she lay down next to me, then i climed on top of her, rubbing my dick to her, and it did not take a long time befre i came on her belly. we got up cleaned up, then I said good bye, and i left her. After that day, i started going thru craigslist, adn called the trannies for few more times, before I got my own didlo to satisfy my urgues.