A few of my friends/fans on this site have asked whether H and Caroline let me watch and/or join in when they are making love, the answer is yes but only when the mood takes them and only if they are well and truly in charge. The last time was back in September and was I guess a birthday present to me.
The day concerned was a beautiful Autumnal one and that afternoon after brunch and much whispering and giggling the girls told me to make my way to the garden room and wait for their phone call. After sometime the phone rang and I was instructed to go to the windows overlooking the path to the house, I did and there were the two girls walking to the garden room dressed solely in matching white basques, stockings, panties and the highest of high heeled shoes, they were walking in the sexiest way possible, as good as any models on the catwalk. The garden isn't overlooked as such but there is a public footpath a couple of fields away, any birdwatchers passing by would have been in for a treat!
When the girls entered the room they ordered me to undress fully then they dressed me in one of my favourite black corsets and sheer stockings, then they dressed me in my best wig, did my make-up and added some pieces of jewellery, H could not resist painting the bulb of my very excited clitty with deep red lipstick, she certainly took her time over that. I am sure that for them it was like little girls playing with dolls
I thought that I was all set for whatever they had planned for me but no, I was ordered to bend forward and the next thing I knew Caroline's lubed fingers were playing with my pussy and gradually sliding in and out, it was heavenly, but then she withdrew and H slid in one of my biggest butt plugs, omg!
Having got me to the state they wanted to I was commanded to sit on a chair in the middle of the room and then they started to caress, cuddle, fondle and finger each other, it was both so gentle and loving but also so highly sexual and exciting. Before long precum began to trickle, I was so worked up. Seeing the precum the girls stopped their love making, ordered me to stand and got onto their knees in front of me and in turns licked my precum from my very excited pussy, the more they licked the more trickled out but eventually it ceased, this was the signal for H to put on a double ended strap-on, one end of which Caroline helped guide home into a very excited H. Once fully fitted H ordered me to bend forwards and then she entered my pussy, she rode me for what seemed like minutes on end all the time moaning sensually whilst Carolefingered herself in front of us.
After a while H stopped and then it was Caroline's turn to be pleasured, within seconds both of the ladies were moaning in ecstasy. It was all too much for me suddenly I came and cum was spraying everywhere, this was the signal for the girls to stop and force me to lie down before they proceeded to lick me clean, it was indescribably exquisite, I thought that I would never stop cumming. As I lay on the floor sated, the two "ladies" finished their love making, it was so lovely, so beautiful, so gentle but so, so very dirty.
Where are the nice girls of yesteryear?
I can't wait for the next time I am allowed to play!
Mature man, love crossdressing, have lots of dildos, plugs, a prostrate massager, a urethral probe which I love to use, love the feeling of something inside me. Love cum (mine only so far), love the taste, the sight of it on my made-up face and in my hair. I dream of the day a crossdresser slides her clitty into my mouth and my pussy, I yearn to feel their cum in my mouth, see it on my face, I long for my pussy to be filled with cum, and of course to make love to them.
Married to a beautiful older woman (H), who thankfully understands my needs, we live together but should I one day be single again I long to enjoy crossdressing friendships.
Was on Imagefap some years ago then Xhamster where I made some good friends, XH went downmarket so I left. I thought that I'd see how I could manage not having any online contacts but missed them so much that I have come back to Imagefap. I'll be uploading new content soon also some older stuff, until then I will be viewing, dressing, probing and cumming.
There are not too many days when I don't dress properly, insert something long and thick in my pussy, and eventually take myself in hand before inserting my cum soaked fingers into my mouth or pumping cum into a glass which is soon raised to my lips but some days this isn't enough and I find myself thinking of sex all day long. Slipping sexy lingerie on always excites me, I love the feel of stockings and suspenders against my legs and thighs, if I live to be a 100 I don't think that there will be an occasion when I won't moan with pleasure as I dress but somedays even that is not enough, yesterday was such a day. All day long I had nothing on my mind but the thought of a beautiful gurl's clitty sliding between my lips or into my pussy, I dreamt of cum in my mouth, over my face, in my hair and most deliciously trickling from my sated pussy. I fantasised of having gurl clitty in my mouth and pussy at the same time with both pumping cum into me and onto me at the same moment, heaven!
In the end I took myself in hand a number of times and managed to spatter cum over two sets of undies, it was great but nothing like the real thing. Today I am dressed, I have a butt plug in my pussy and am loving the sensations it generates as I move and squirm, and hopefully I won't be wasting too much cum staining my undies.
Most days whilst I do my daily 250 milking strokes of my clitty I wear one of my sets of nipple suckers or pumps, this morning I used pumps which I pumped harder and for longer than I have before, the results were delicious! My areolas had grown in area and were dark red sticky out mounds, and my nipples were so long and erect, as I massaged them with silky lube they felt so excited and as I continued I felt precum trickle. As I stood in front of the full length mirror dressed in silky black stockings and an eight drop suspender belt, with my erect nipples thrusting forward I had to take myself in hand and it wasn't long before I was cumming into a beaker and inturn cum painting my face. I saved some cum to dollop onto each nipple (oh god did it look good), and of course left some to glide into my mouth and down my throat. A delicious way to start the day!
I have mentioned before how I start most days with milking my clitty 250 times. I lubricate my clitty and balls and then tug down on my clitty a total of 250 time, changing hands from time to time and every 30 tugs or so using both hands to run over my balls and tug strongly on my very excited member, it always feels so good and drives me wild.
Today before my milking session I dressed in sheer black stockings, whispy suspender belt, and a see through bra with my breast forms and nipple extensions thrusting forward. For a change I decided to stick one of my largest dildos with a suction cup to the wall behind me and back onto it until it was well and truly rammed inside my pussy, I then began milking. When I got to the double handed routine, stroking and tugging rigorously with the dildo sliding back and forth in my pussy I felt precum trickle and then I came, it was fabulous. I hadn't got anywhere near to 250 strokes but when I looked at my rosy red clitty dripping cum, cum trickling down my stockinged legs and felt cum soaked fingers teasing my red painted lips before slipping into my mouth to be licked clean I knew it had been one of the best ever sessions.
I have been asked a number of times by friends on this site about my journey to where I am today, a chap who loves crossdressing and everything associated with it. I have always replied individually but today I thought that I would share my journey more widely.
When I was a schoolboy I first started wearing ladies undies, in those days typically roll on corsets and stockings which I " borrowed" from my older sister, I gradually built up a small wardrobe of lingerie either from my sister or female cousins. Whenever I dressed up in lingerie I felt really excited especially when wearing stockings, sliding stockings over my legs and clipping on suspenders drove me wild and had me moaning out aloud in pleasure, that has not changed to this day. At about this time a friend who was to later become gay and live life as such openly, gave me a hand job while I was looking at "dirty pictures" in a man's magazine, looking back I realise it was one of the best I ever had. But, at the time I would have regarded myself as straight.
My teenage years were "normal" enough and I had many girlfriends but there was just one occasion when we went to a dance at the local hospital and I "fell in love" with one nurse who I danced with most of the evening until I discovered she was a he, oh how the lads laughed!
I married in my mid twenties and had three children but the marriage wasn't to last as my wife turned out to be a binge alcoholic with schizoid tendencies, life really was traumatic and highly dangerous in those days. As my marriage was breaking up I met at work "H" who was eventually to become my second wife. "H" was ten years older than me but had more energy and drive than my first wife had ever add. "H" and I moved in together in the early 90s and for many years after enjoyed a phenomenal sex life both here and in France where we lived for a number of years. In those early years I had a job where I had to travel round the world a lot and often "H" would meet me at Heathrow when I returned from a trip. The first time "H" met me was in winter and there she was looking super in a long camel coat which when we got to a quieter part of the concourse she opened to reveal she was only wearing stockings, suspenders and the flimsiest of bras. Thereafter whenever the weather dictated wearing a coat "H" would turn up so dressed.
Gradually however our relationship changed, I began to build up in secret a new wardrobe of ladies clothes and I encouraged "H" to use strap ons on me which I soon found I loved, also I gradually persuaded "H" to let me take her analy which I also loved. At no point in this process did I think about my sexuality I just thought "I'm loving this". Gradually things slowed down sexually and we went through a period where we did not have sex in any form, for my part I kept myself amused buying, wearing and posing in lingerie in secret and developing a taste for cum (my own), I assumed wrongly that "H" had just gone off sex BUT one day when I could not live with the secrecy any longer I told "H" only to find that she had figured it out but also that she had found her lesbian feelings reawakened and started a friendship with a dear friend of ours Caroline. After this there was a brief halcyon period where every so often "H" and I would make love but with me fully "dressed", I loved it.
"H" and I still live together very happily, I dress, pose, take pictures and make little trips out whilst dressed, "H" sees Caroline from time to time. Should one day I be single again I long to establish a relationship with a gurl and fulfill all of my dreams.
Fridays I do our house clean, we gave up on professional cleaners and maid services as we never found any who were any good. I actually enjoy it, I normally take 3 hours or so which keeps me fit but also has one very special benefit, I always do the work dressed as a French maid. The dressing as a maid started some years ago following a bet with H and has continued ever since. H always dresses me and applies my make-up, I think it's a bit like playing dolls for her.
I always wear black lingerie under my outfit, I go for a ten drop suspender belt (H helps me do them all up), stockings and a retro bra. Once dressed I slip in my snuggest butt plug and slide my clitty through a vibrating cock ring or two!
Moving around the house, climbing stairs and mounting a step ladder to reach our high ceilings always arouses me to unbelievable levels as the butt plug shifts and thrusts in my pussy. H lets me mince round to my hearts content but can never resist the temptation to shout "hello Big boy" when I am up the step ladder and she looks up my skirt!
When I clean the shower room and bath room I always like to perform a strip tease, stripping down to my undies and fondling myself as I look into the full length mirrors in each room. I always edge myself to the point where precum trickles and then I stop, it drives me wild.
The last room I clean is the conservatory where I get particularly excited as I have to spend quite a bit of time at the top of the step ladder and I always ensure my suspenders, stocking tops and bra and cleavage are exposed just in case anyone in the lane two fields away from us happens to be looking, I guess it's the slut in me.
When I have finally finished the cleaning I will depending on the weather either take myself to our covered gazebo or the garden room. Friday the weather was fine and fairly mild so it was the gazebo where I undid my maids outfit and let it slide to the floor before taking myself in hand. As usual on cleaning day I came within seconds covering my hands and fingers in delicious cum, I then placed both hands around my face and smeared the cum everywhere before sucking my fingers dry. It was at that point that I was glad that I had worn my "CUM SLUT" choker! Love, Lana.
I have been feeling really randy these last couple of days, yesterday I was 'dressed' all day and spent a lot of time strolling around the house and grounds, stripping, posing and letting various probes and butt plugs work their magic, the second time I came I collected most of the delicious cum and painted my face with it, I think I achieved a good look. I had got quite a few droplets in my hair, some trickling down my nose, some mixed with my mascara which was running down my face, and some spilling from my lips, falling from my chin onto my exposed black bra, I felt so good as I strutted around the garden like that.
Despite yesterday I was still feeling really horny this morning and so decided on taking a bike ride whilst 'dressed'. I quickly slipped on a white, 8 drop suspender belt, white, open crotch panties, a white bra into which I inserted some breast forms and nipple extensions, over the top I put on a new pale pink front button through day dress and a flimsy white jacket. I slipped a vibrating cock ring over my clitty and inserted my very biggest butt plug into my pussy, it felt so good when it finally slipped all the way home and filled me completely.
Within seconds of mounting my bike and cycling off the butt plug was working its magic, I love it when bouncing up and down on the saddle rams the plug home. With some top and bottom buttons undone there was more than a hint of cleavage showing up top and down below there were glimpses of stocking tops, suspenders and thighs.
As I cycled alongside the river I passed a few people but as most were joggers I suspect that they didn't glance too much of my display but it made me even more excited nevertheless. When I felt precum trickling I knew that I had to stop and take myself in hand. I threw my bike behind some nearby bushes, and fumbled to undo the buttons of my frock, then I was standing there with my dress fully undone my clitty thrusting out through my panties, my breasts and erect nipples thrusting against my bra, it felt so right, it felt so dirty, I was in heaven. My red nailed fingers closed around my clitty and slid back and forth, I felt like I was going to explode and I did, cum shot out covering my hand and spraying my stockinged legs, soon my white stockings were cum streaked with dark stains. As I came I let out quite a moan of ecstasy not really thinking what if someone were passing, but in so many ways I didn't care.
I cycled home with most of my buttons done up but I couldn't resist leaving some buttons undone at the bottom so that my cum stained stockings and suspenders were visible from time to time. As I cycled back the butt plug continued to move back and forth in my pussy and that combined with the excitement of knowing how slutty I looked got me going again and as I stored my bike I had to take myself in hand, this time when I came I collected as much as possible on my fingers which I then sucked clean, the cum tasted so good.
As soon as I woke this morning I knew that I fancied another session in the shower, "dressed" and riding my wall mounted dildo. I put on some of my oldest white lingerie, items I had been thinking of discarding for sometime. I slipped on a very flimsy 4 drop suspender belt, stockings, panties and a very transparent bra into which went some breast forms and nipple extensions, I couldn't resist gliding my hands over my breasts and tweaking my nipples. I put on make-up and a dark wig and then one of my oldest frocks, one with buttons up the front.
Once in the shower I posed and played with myself for a while and then I moved into my being abused and used mode, I ripped open my dress exposing my sodden undies which were by now clinging to me, I then ripped off my panties so their torn remains fell around my ankles. Next the coup de grace, I forcefully backed onto the wall mounted dildo so that it thrust into me giving me no chance to plead innocence. I rode back and forth on the dildo as if I was being used, as I felt nearer to cumming I ripped open my bra and then I stopped. I switched off the shower and stroked my clitty, all the while riding the dildo, sometimes gently, sometimes with force, but when I felt precum I removed my hands and just rode back and forth. Without touching myself but whilst looking at my trashed clothes and sensing that my eye make-up was running down my face, I came and how! It was superb, I shook with pleasure and let out a long and very low groan.
Fortunately I managed to catch all of my cum in a beaker I had taken in the shower with me. I stepped out of the shower and stood in front of the full length mirror, what a sight! My dress was falling from my shoulders, my bra which had ripped apart hung from each shoulder, my panties remained around my ankles and one stocking had detached from my suspenders and slid down to my knee. My eye make-up had run, so much so that I looked like I had been crying out for mercy, just the look I had hoped for but only made perfect when having sipped some of me cum I had smeared the rest over my face, in my hair and running from my red painted lips. As the last drop slid down my throat I knew that I would have to take myself in hand whilst looking at my used and abused image in the mirror. Thankfully in not too long a time, after stroking my clitty I was cumming all over the mirror.
I needed some petrol yesterday so I thought I would take the opportunity to go out "dressed", well nearly "dressed"!
After showering and making sure I had no hair or stubble anywhere on my body, I applied silky moisturiser allover and then slipped on a ten drop girdle with matching black stockings and bra into which I inserted my favourite breast forms and nipple extensions. Clipping on all ten suspenders (garters) took some time but I loved every minute and couldn't resist groaning in ecstasy and excitement as each clipped on. I slipped on a pair of beaded panties with a vibrating cock ring and then moved on to jewellery, I opted for ankle chains on each leg, my favourite ladies watch, some drop earrings and a choker, of the three I have I decided on the "Anal Whore" one, it was the mood I was in! As usual I went for quite a tarty looking make-up effect and finished things off with my favourite wig. Next I inserted my biggest butt plug one that will not come out or fall out unless it is pulled out, I really feel full up when that is snugly planted in my pussy. Once I was happy that all was right I put on my gold tart's mac (as H likes to call it), that was it, no dress or other clothes hence the "nearly dressed", I love the feeling I get when out and about with just a coat over my undies, it never fails to turn me on.
Before heading to the car I undid some of the lower buttons on the mac so that glimpses of stockng tops, thighs and suspenders would appear as I walked. Once in the car and on the road I undid all the buttons it felt so liberating, I did get one lecherous look from a truck driver who came alongside at some traffic lights, but it felt good! At the petrol station I chose a pay at the pump spot and filled up, I did up most of the buttons on the mac whilst I filled up but left open the lower ones which didn't go unnoticed by a chap filling up his car at the other pump nearby, he smiled I winked back and pouted a little, his wife was not amused!
Once back in the car and on the road I switched on the cock ring, I undid again all the buttons on my mac and as soon as I reached a lengthy, straight section of road I took myself in hand, slowly at first but then things got the better of me and I was stroking like mad, and then I came. There was cum on the dashboard and steering wheel, on my stockings and thighs and thankfully all over my fingers which were soon being dipped between my red painted lips and sucked and licked dry, I finished the last one as I parked the car in the garage, I love that taste! As I sat in the car I looked at the cum stains everywhere and in particular on my legs and found myself dreaming of having real boobs and seeing a lovely gurl slipping her clitty between them before she tit fucks me, heaven! The thought of seeing a beautiful clitty shooting cum over my boobs and face drives me wild and as for the prospect of slipping a cum soaked clitty head between my lips, fabulous! Just a dream but one day!
I have got myself so worked up writing this that as soon as it's posted I will be taking myself in hand again, can't wait!
Every so often I love to shower dressed in lingerie, wearing makeup and one of my wigs, it always feels so good. This morning I dressed in black underwear, seamed stockings, an 8 drop suspender belt, flimsy open crotch panties, a very translucent bra, my favourite breast forms and nipples. I went (as ever) for the slut look with my make up and chose a blond wig for a change, finally I inserted one of my largest butt plugs, I love it when it finally slips all the way in passing that little feeling of resistance.
Within seconds of switching on the shower my undies were clinging to me and I could sense that my eye makeup was beginning to run, I love that look. I posed, squatted and generally got the butt plug working its wonders. I paused for a moment and stood with my knees together virgin like, I then let a stream of golden pee flow, it felt so nice as it spurted through my panties and trickled down my legs. Next I coated my clitty in shower cream and stroked myself and teased until I could feel precum trickle then I forced myself to stop, removed the plug and backed on to my longest wall mounted dildo, it felt so exciting when it's full 7" had entered me. I turned off the shower and caressed my very excited clitty again as I rode back and forth on the dildo, gently at first but gradually increasing the thrusts until I was in heaven and I came. I gathered as much cum as possible in my hands and as I sucked my fingers clean I backed onto the dildo so that my pussy was well and truly fully inside my pussy..
When I got out of the shower I looked like an real slut, my undies were clinging to me, my eye make-up had run down my face, cum was running slowly from my mouth and over my red painted lips, I looked like a real cum slut, it all felt so wonderful.
From the moment I woke this morning I knew that I simply had to go out "dressed", so after my shower, removal of any hints of body hair and my daily 250 tugs on my clitty I went to my dressing room and decided what to wear. I opted for white undies, going for an 8 drop suspender belt, shear stockings, open crotch panties, translucent bra and my best breast forms. I selected a front button day dress in a lovely shade of pale blue and some low heeled driving shoes, as usual I overdid my make-up and very much went for the slut look, I picked my favourite wig and a few bits of jewellery including my "Anal Slut" choker. Before leaving I slipped in one of my favourite, snuggest butt plugs, it felt so good as it filled my pussy.
Once in the car I undid enough buttons on my dress top and bottom so that my boobs were partially exposed and my stocking tops, suspenders, thighs and clitty were fully exposed, it felt so good, I couldn't resist stroking my clitty but had to stop as precum was soon trickling.
I drove for a few miles all the time wriggling around in my seat so that the butt plug worked its magic. After a while I decided to undo all the buttons of my dress, I couldn't resist moaning in pleasure as I undid the last one. As I headed for home I took myself in hand (thank goodness for automatics), and it wasn't too long before cum was spurting out of my excited clitty and over my stockinged legs, it felt so good and when I got home and looked at my cum stained undies it looked so very slutty and just as if I had been used and abused.
I couldn't resist removing my dress altogether for the short stroll from the garage back to the house, I don't think that we are overlooked but I found it so exciting nevertheless.
Once back at home I changed into some clean undies (a 6 drop suspender belt this time) and headed for the garden room to write this and in doing so I have got myself so excited that I will soon have to take myself in hand again.
There is seldom a day goes by when I do not wear some pieces of sexy lingerie and often I will "dress" all day (I love those days), but there is never a day when I do not think of gurly sex, most days it's a few passing thoughts but every so often there are days where it is on my mind all day and where I can think of nothing else, this morning has been such an occasion. From the moment I woke I was thinking of crossdresser sex. After my shower and 250 tugs of my clitty (milking), I slipped on some very flimsy white undies, a pair of breast forms and a front button through summer frock, a couple of ankle bracelets, a navel pin, some drop earrings and my new "annal slut" choker completed my jewellery.
With my vibrating prostrate massager inserted I began posing and playing but my mind kept drifting away and I soon found myself dreaming of being with two beautiful gurls at that moment, both were dressed in retro undies and looked delectable. Before I knew it one was gently bending me forward and removing my panties, I shivered with excitement and then I felt that exquisite thrill as a beautiful clitty entered my pussy and began to slide back and forth, it felt so good. I couldn't help moaning out loud with sheer pleasure but then my moans were silenced as the other beautiful gurl pulled my face to her fabulous crotch and guided her clitty into my mouth between my painted lips. Instantly I wanted to give the best blowjob I could but at the same time I couldn't stop thinking "wouldn't it be heaven if both gurls came at the same time" and they did, it was unbelievable, my stomach was doing cartwheels, every nerve in my body was alive. Blissfully as the beautiful clitty withdrew from my lips it pumped again and again and soon I felt cum running down my face, dripping from my hair, it felt so right and as I stood up I felt cum trickling from my pussy over my balls and down my thighs, it was heaven.
As the three of us cuddled and kissed I felt precum and then I came like I haven't done before and yet no-one has touched my clitty but it was all too good to be true and I came out of my reverie but as I looked down there was cum dripping from my clitty and running down my stockinged legs and yet I hadn't touched myself!
I love cycling when "dressed" and with my largest butt plug inserted, the thrill it gives as you bump up and down on the saddle is unbelievable. I decided to go for a ride first thing this morning even though it wasn't particularly warm and it was raining on and off.
I dressed in some white undies (6 drop suspender belt, translucent stockings, open crotch panties and a very flimsy bra into which I slipped a pair of my favourite breast forms (although my areolas and nipples are getting bigger my boobs are no where near big enough yet)). I slipped on a Summery front button dress and my "tart's mac", as always I overdid the makeup.
With the butt plug inserted fully in my excited pussy and enough buttons undone top and bottom on my dress so as to give more than the occasional glimpse of stocking tops, boy clit and pouting boobs, I set off. I was soon cycling by the side of the river and the plug was well and truly working its magic, after not too long I knew that precum was dribbling from my very excited clit, I felt great even though by then the rain was coming down quite hard. I couldn't hold back any longer so I headed for the best tree shelter I could find, dismounted and took myself in hand, and it wasn't long before my cum saturated fingers were in my mouth, it all felt so good.
I cycled home in a blissful state but it wasn't until I got home and glanced in the mirror that I realised what a sight I must have been, my makeup had run because of the rain, I had cum on my red painted lips and around my mouth and the bottom of my dress and my stockings were well and truly cum stained, I nearly came again just looking at myself, I just love cum.
Yesterday morning I decided to go into town "dressed", I longed for the thrill it would give me as I travelled in the train and then wandered around the shops. I dressed in white undies (an 8 drop suspender belt with very "industrial" suspenders and clips, stockings and open crotch panties, with a very translucent bra into which I inserted some breast forms complete with very erect nipples (I adore nipples)). Over the top I wore a semi see through white blouse
and some white slacks which reveal every little bump and thing underneath, wearing those slacks the suspenders and clips show up brilliantly, it's a real tease! For a change I kept my make-up fairly understated and only wore a couple of bits of jewellery, some "sensible" shoes and my "tart's mac" completed the ensemble.
The journey in was fairly uneventful but I did have some thrills as I sensed a couple of chaps getting quite excited by the look of my clearly visible suspenders under my white trousers, crossing and uncrossing my legs seemed to really generate interest and it made me so aroused as the suspenders moved across my thighs.
I spent an hour or so wandering around town and plucked up the courage to pop into one shop to buy a couple of bras, that felt good. The journey home was special, I had a chap and his wife in seats near me and I could sense that the husband had spotted my suspenders, constant crossing, uncrossing and shifting position of my legs clearly drove him wild and it made me so excited. I am not certain whether he saw me as a girl or sensed that I was a gurl, eitherway it felt good but sadly it didn't last as his wife decided she had seen some friends in another carriage and wanted to sit with them (another avenue of pleasure cut off for the husband and me!). By then I only had a little while before the train would reach my stop but as there was now no-one in my part of the carriage I couldn't resist it, I unzipped my flies and soon I was stroking my very erect and excited boy clit and it wasn't long before my hands were covered in cum and my fingers were in my mouth. I managed to suck my fingers clean and zip up my slacks just as the train pulled in.
When I got home I looked in the full length mirror in the hall and was mortified (but more than a little excited ), to see the crotch of my slacks very much cum stained and better yet, I had cum on my lips and chin, God knows what the people I had passed as I walked back from the station must have thought, somehow that just made me even more excited.
Realising that I am a cum whore I decided that I would treat myself to some suitable chokers and today I ordered three, all in black with jewelled letters, one saying "CUM SLUT", one "ANAL SLUT" and one "LANA WHORE", I can't wait to try them on and dress suitably!
"H" is away with Caroline this weekend so I decided last night to treat myself to a really gurly evening. After showering and massaging silky lubricants all over I slipped in my vibrating prostrate massager and cock and ball rings, the rings took some time to slip over my cock and balls but I eventually managed it and wow did it feel and look good. I decided to go for black undies and opted for an 8 drop retro suspender belt and black seemed stockings, as always I shivered a little and groaned with pleasure as the stockings glided over my legs and I clipped each suspender in place (I love that feeling), I chose an open cup bra through which my nipples were soon thrusting eagerly, God how I love nipples! "H" bought me recently a long black evening dress with thigh high slits each side, I love wearing that dress and love it when I catch glimpses of my stocking tops, suspenders and thighs.
As always I went for the slut look when I applied my make-up, overdoing the eyes as usual, and going for the glossiest of red lipsticks, when I put on my "Cum Slut" choker the effect could not have been better. After putting on my favourite wig and getting the look just right I put on a pair of my highest heeled black shoes.
As I walked from the house, across the garden to the garden room I could feel the prostrate massager throbbing away, it was wonderful. Once in the garden room I opened bottles of Cremant and Cassis, and readied two champagne flutes (one for the Cremant and one for use later with cum).
I spent sometime walking around (catwalk style), bending, squatting and generally working the massager, squatting seemed to really intensify the pleasure, which was exquisite and it wasn't long before precum was dribbling from my very excited cock.
After a bit of a struggle I managed to undo the long zip on the back of my dress, I let the wispy shoulder straps fall and the dress gradually slip down my body and onto the floor, as I looked in the nearby full length mirror I smiled but could not help wishing there was a gurl there to share the moment. I next watched and rewatched a couple of time my favourite sissy blowjob video, I love the gurl in that video, she delivers such a sexy blowjob, absolute perfection! As I stroked myself I had to be careful that I didn't cum too soon but in the end I did and I only just managed to shoot into the spare champagne flute.
I dipped my fingers into the flute and painted some cum on my face, making sure that I made my eye make-up run (the perfect "cum slut" look), a little in my hair and some running from the corners of my mouth looked just right. To complete my evening I poured a little Cassis into the cum in the flute, mixed it a little with my finger and then drank it very slowly, letting it play in my mouth before slipping down my throat, I love a "Cum Royale"!
Yesterday morning the weather was fine and it was nicely warm, I knew that I had to "dress" and go for a walk. After my shower I put on my favourite 8 drop suspender belt and then some very fine gossamer like white stockings, as I slid them up my legs and clipped on each suspender I let out a little murmur of pleasure as I always do, I love wearing stockings and suspenders. Next I put on a translucent white bra into which I slipped some breast forms and a pair of very erect nipple extensions, I am working on me breasts and nipples on a daily basis but they are still no where near big enough.
Over my undies I slipped on a front button through tea dress (pale blue with little yellow flowers), undoing buttons top and bottom so that plenty of cleavage showed up top and there was a glimpse of suspenders, stocking tops and the tip of the head of my very excited cock down below.
I put on one of my favourite wigs, then my make-up (blusher, pale blue eye shadow, long black eye lashes, postbox red lipstick and nail polish), I finished with a few pieces of jewellery. Before setting off for the car I inserted one of my biggest butt plugs, one I know will not come out unless I remove it! A pair of open crotch panties and some flat shoes and I was off.
It didn't take long for me to reach a favourite spot in some nearby woods which was just as well as the butt plug had been working its magic as I drove along. On leaving the car I undid a couple more of the lower buttons on my frock, now as I walked along my cock was exposed fully with each step I took, it felt so exciting. It was not too long before I felt precum dribble and I had to take myself in hand, it felt so good standing there masturbating and then cumming, exposed to the world.
I collected most of my cum in my hands and soon I was licking it slowly from my fingers but as I did so I felt more dripping out and running down my stockinged legs, it felt great and when I looked down at my cum stained legs it looked so slutty.
I made it back to the car just as a pair of dog walkers appeared, if they had appeared a little sooner we would all of had a surprise, somehow the thought made me even more excited.
On the way back to the house the plug was still working its magic and I couldn't resist stroking myself and then masturbating, I came just as I turned the car onto the drive to the house, this time I caught none of it in my hands, I then really did look like a cum slut, it felt so good!
