How I got here - The events that helped me become the Sissy Faggot Slut I am today!
Here I am, pouring out my story onto the website that has been so influential in my developing into the Chubby Sissy Faggot Slut I am today! I was writing to a friend on Imagefap and thought "hmm, thats kinda neat to see 'me on paper'. I've never read my personal story in print before. Maybe I'd like to blog it and open some of myself online, it may help me become more what I want to be."
So here is the beginnings of my story. I will write more of my blog diary over time, but my real reason for being here on Imagefap is to stroke and fuck myself with all the awesome PORN!!!
As for me, I started being sexual when I was pretty young. I had a friend, her name was Tara. We went to school together in the same grade and lived close enough to play together a lot. We were kinda inseperable, we played during recess, ate lunch together, sat next to each other in class, napped on our mats next to each other and she would come over to my house after school because her folks both worked. We would play all around the house, but mostly in the tv room (Ironic that it's a 'TV' room ). We would watch cartoons, draw, build Lego, play hide & seek, and play 'Spy" where we would sneak around the house trying to be secret agents. We also played with GI Joes (the big ones, they were my older brother's) and Barbies that Tara brought over. It was all the typical kids stuff kids in the 70's would do.
One afternoon I came downstairs crying and saying "I don't wanna play that game anymore!" My mom went up to see what was going on; and there behind the recliner was Tara mashing naked Barbie and GI Joe together! My mom said something nice to get her to knock it off and things went back to 'normal'. I liked being with her, she was fun, was pretty, knew things I didn't, could ride a bike, was kinda bossy in the way that felt like she was 'in control' like Peppermint Patty, and she was several months older than me. (That's a big deal when comparing this and a HALF to nearly THAT!)
She would sleep over sometimes, and I really liked having someone my age to play with at home. My siblings were at least 7 years older than me, so in a way I was an only child. Tara and I would do everything like brothers & sisters would do at that age; we took baths together, we slept in the same room with me in my bed, and Tara in the pullout slid right next to my bed so we could conspire about our 'plans' for being 'spies'! Y'know because we were children, no one thought we were gonna 'do' anything together. One night Tara is in the pull out, and we had made our blanket fort 'for our secret talks..' like so many other nights. This particular night, she scoots the sheets up and just climbs into my bed. She says, "Let's play Pussy." I'm like what's that game? "I'll show you." She proceeds to pull her top up to under her chin and pushes her pajama pants down to her ankles. I didn't know what to make of this at all, but when she pulled her undies down a whiff of her was heady soursweet and revealing. I can smell her sex even to this day! She commands, "Now you do the same thing." Being fully curious about this 'new game' and a little intoxicated with her scent, I complied willingly. We are lying on our sides facing each other. She opens her legs, and that smell that was faintly powerful before wafted up and filled my mind with a yearning to connect with her, be with her, have her like that with me forever.
It wasn't exactly sexual, because I had never had any thoughts like that before. It was the base primal urge of wanting/needing to be with someone in your very core. That smell has been tattooed in my soul! all the typical kids stuff kids in the 70's would do. She pulls me close so our bodies are mooshed together from our chins to our knees. She reaches for my leg and pulls my thigh up into her sex, pressing it there, clasping my thigh with her legs. My penis is pressed into the top of her thigh where her leg meets her belly. It felt strange, new, and incredible! I was "Playing Pussy" with my best friend Tara and we were touching each other allover! We tried kissing, but didnt see the thrill of doing that too much. everything was concentrated in our bellies and the feeling of touching all over. I could feel some nacent urgency in my groin and penis, it felt wonderful, and it rose to a point and just stayed there, like that release after holding in a pee for too long, and it ached and felt like springfire was burning in me from my penis to my bellybutton! It was an orgasm without cumming, and it lasted until we fell asleep. We lay like this twined together for I really can't say how long and it was absolute bliss!
Sometime later, she woke up, she woke me up, and we proceeded to adjust our pj's to their rightful places, and to our separate beds before the sun came up. And things mostly went back to 'normal', but that is another part of the story...
I've discovered Goon Caves on Redditrecently, and found some folks have really gone all out to create a porn saturated place for them to fap their brains out in! I have always wanted to build a sex 'dungeon' of sorts, but with less of the extreme bondage and S&M aspects, and more of the total hedonistic do anything anywhere everything is possible kind of place. It goes without saying that my life as it is would never permit such a rennovation, but a Sissy can dream!
The idea is to allow up to a couple dozen people (or many more!) to fuck, feed, fetishize, fantasize, and fulfill their every desire is a safe comfortable fully customized and convenient place that allows the 'fun' to happen wherever and however the participants might want to go with their play.
Certain things would be completely off limits for the Palace, ie: anything that would constitute a felony against another unconsenting individual or any minor. Beyond that, The Palace would be built to service the wildest sexual fantasies one could think of!
So, here is one interpretation of what I'd love to have in My Fantasy Goon Fuck Palace!
The rooms must be large and connected via open archways. They will be easily temperature controlled in each room to allow players to be comfortable wearing nothing, or heavily suited.
The lighting will be voltage smoothed LED's with fully customized zone coloring, brightness, and matched to the sound system. There will be LED spotlights that can illuminate from above or below any pary of the action someone wants to see better.
There will be hidden speakers that provide focused directional audio to individual players, and be able to broadcast to each room seperately, or all rooms. The sound system will offer nightclub quality acoustics so music, hypno beats, porn, whatever can be 'felt' in your body without feeling 'muddy'.
Each room will be a dome shape with the complete interior of each dome being able to project in 8k resolution. The dome can project one all encompassing image or video, and have any number of other images/videos overlaid atop the backround projection. Like a Monster version of Picture in Picture.
Micro video cameras will be placed throughout the rooms to provide any angle coverage of the action. They will be able to film action and audio from above, below, beside, or pov of any player, toy, machine, table, couch, sling, mount... (If you wanna see it, there's a camera filming it!) The lenses of the cameras are all self cleaning, waterproof, and have the ability to capture video in very low light.
The overall layout will have one central "Fuck Room" with a kitchen/bar room, a toilet/filth room, a shower/bath room, and a supplies room all arranged in an X pattern with each entry being about six feet wide to allow people to pass back and forth easily and permit easy viewing from any room to the main room.
The floors of all rooms are all soft 3" thick gymnastics gel foam, and are waterproof. This is sturdy enough to walk on, but offers a soft landing in case of a slip or fall. It is also far more comfortable for players that spend a lot of time on their knees. The texture of the floors are designed to be non slip under almost all circuimstances. All floors are gently angled towards drains that collect all spillage and waste and are treated before being discharged from the Fuck Palace into the sewer system. In the event that someone looses an article down the drain, there is a filtration system that collects any objects larger than 1/4 inch.
The main room will be the largest of the group with a ceiling height of just over 25 feet. Spaced around the ceiling will be mounts descending from the ceiling to allow up to 3 tons of weight to hang from any single mounting point. This overengineering will permit the largest players to be trussed so that they may feel that they are hovering above the floor and no manner of activity will cause them the slightest worry that some part of the rig will break.
Spaced around the room there will be couches, platforms, chairs, slings, beds and futons to allow at least thirty people to have fun at once. The furnature will either be adjustable to allow variety in positions, or there will be a generous quantity of pillows and wedges for players to use. All of these items will be fully waterproof, made from tough durable PVC, leather, or satin finish cloth.
The center of the room will be sunken to allow it to be filled with any manner of liquids, water, oil, nuru gel, custard, jello, whipped cream, mud, etc. Maximum depth will not be more than 2 feet, but the center will be large enough to accomodate more than a dozen players in that space. Descending from the ceiling on verbal or console command will be an array of dispensers that will shower the players in the center area with any chosen liquid. All of these hanging dispensers can be manipulated with adjustable flow and pattern nozzles to provide maximum or focused flow and coverage.
Around the perimeter of the center will be twelve more dispensers spaced evenly around the perimeter. These dispensers rest in cradles to allow flow into the center area or may be picked up and extended up to ten feet on individual hoses. Each nozzle is fully adjustable and different liquids may be dispensed from each nozzle, this is selected either verbally or via the control panel by each cradle.
ASS REAMING (BHM-BBM, toys, Sissy, huge, Latex, Fetish) (Part 4)
ASS REAMING (BHM-BBM, toys, Sissy, huge, Latex, Fetish)(Part 4)
I scooped another large handfull of Crisco and smeared the whole blob on my asshole. With both of his hands he squished as much as he could up my mancunt and then took another scoop from the can and fed it too up my ass and began to work my completely loose cunt with both of his bear paw hands. Slowly he used his fingers all along the rim of my ass, it felt soo good. He slid the fingers of his other hand in, and stretched me open. He was gently pulling my asspussy muscles to loosen further my gape into a tunnel! Now and then he would cradle my chastity cage and shake my balls and clitty to get me straining. More than a few times I leaked cum into his hands. More than a few times I gushed a greasy mix of Crisco, lube and assjuice down my taint to my aching cock. Each time he fed me my jizz with a helping of that slick frosting from my gaping pussy!
After each feeding I pawed my slimed ass cheeks and spread them to help stretch my eager hole. "That's a good Sissy Faggot! Spread that PUSSY for Daddy you Whore!"
I felt his fingers form a dart as he slid his fist back into my sloppy cunt. He took up a rhythm to the Hypno Fist Fucking me, watching us on screen, feeling his fist plow my Sissy Pussy sent me into a freanzy "Oh Oh, s sh, shi, shit!!" He tried to get both of his hands into me, but I couldn't take it, not even close! At least, not yet!!
Squishing and slurping noises came from my used hole. He had reamed me senseless, and now he was ready to pound my asshole even more wide with this monster Horse Cock! He smeared that beast with Crisco, lube and some leftovers on the sofa and placed the huge head at my greased up loose hole, he pushed. The head was still too big for my ruined Asscunt. I did several deep hits from my poppers as he shoved his fist back into my Pussy. I felt his other hand conform to his wrist as he began alternating one fist for the other! Over and over I felt each hand bury itself deep in my bowels, only to be pulled slurping from my cunt and immediatly replaced with the next lunging fist!
More Poppers, I was delerious. All that existed was my Ass, his Fists and the pulsing Hypno. "Yessssss!" I hissed, "Fuck my Pussy! Fuck that hole, Fuck Me! Fuck ME! I AM SEX! I AM THE GOON SLAVE!! FUCK YESSAAaaghhh.." I hadn't realized until I looked up at one of the screens, My Slut Master Daddy had BOTH of his hands plunging in and out of my Wrecked Cunt! I felt an insatiable, unstoppable, desire to fuck everything up my Pussy! "Get the HORSE COCK!!" I slurred. "Fill me with the BIGGEST COCK you have!" I said with gusto. "USE YOUR SISSY GODDESS I AM YOUR FAT SISSY WHORE! FUCK ME! FUCK ME!FUCK ME!!"
I turned back to look at my lover, his look said 'Jackpot!' and 'Oh shit.. What did I unleash?' at once. He pulled his hands from my abused hole. My ass was numb, loose, empty and dripping. "lay on your back and lift your legs WHORE!". I flopped on my side and slick with grease rolled like a hotdog at 7-11 onto my back. He hefted the Horse Cock again, It must weigh 20lbs! I felt the head flubble around my Ass Pussy Lips until he found the angle.
We shared a look of "We gonna do this?FUCK YEAH WE ARE!". I took several more hits of poppers while my lover began gently PUshing the dildo head into me. The rush was on my brain and filling me with its heat, looking directly into his eyes I hissed "Fuck my Cunt Daddy!" and he pushed the whole dong right up my ass! With one big push all 18" inches entered me filling me, stretching me, wracking my ass completely. "ohhh Fuck! Oohh Fuck!" It was all I could say. I glanced over my heaving tits and belly, my lover was captivated by the sight and sounds of what he was doing to me. I looked over at a screen, I could see why he was mesmerized.
My legs were spread in a full split, my thighs and ass quavering with ripples. My belly and tits rolled like waves with each thudding stroke into my body. I was being impaled on a Horse Cock, and I was LOVING EVERY SECOND OF IT!!! My lover was taking it all in and working up quite a sweat. The glee on his face was a mask of hellish delight! He was really into this, moreso than me perhaps. He pulled the enormous Cock out all the way. I could feel cool air rush in to my bowels. He lay the Horse Cock on my belly with a splattering slap and said with a sly grin, "Time for the Machine!"
A ray of coherence dawned in me. "Um, maybe save that for another time?" I squeaked. He was already dragging an apparatus that looked more like a stainless steel version of a steam engine piston. "Oh no WHORE! We, I mean you, are doing this, and you are gonna LOVE IT!" I was struggling for words, my mind was split between total surrender to my BBW Sissy Faggot Slave side, and my 'I'm in waay too deep' ashamed side. I was catching my breath when he took my breath away.
He was bent over the machine attaching the Horse Cock to the piston when I truly saw him for what he was. Here was a man, with a lust for life like no other. A man that had made a fortune and quietly dreamed up this Palace of Hedonistic Delights. I harbored a notion that this was the first time he might have invited another person into this sanctum. Outside, he was the old money tech giant. In here he was every debauched nasty forbidden fantasy come to life. This was his sexual Eden, where he could truly be anything without guilt, or shame. Free. Besides, he looked incredibly fuckin' hot bent over, his rolls of fat straining the black PVC, his dangling tits. And that ASSCRACK! Oh my god I wanted to bury my face in his bulging fat ass! He had completed assembly of 'The Machine' and stood up heaving breathlessly. "Come here." I said quietly. He stood over me, his semi hard cock drooling precum under that massive barely contained belly. "No silly. Down here." I motioned that he get eye to eye with me, he did.
I began, "Earlier tonight I said something of a promise to myself." He was looking into my eyes. "I think before we go any farther, I should tell you what I promised." He was a bit uncomfortable and sheepish, "Um. okay. If it's important to you, let's hear it." I rolled onto my side, kissed him quickly and said, "I swear I will service and worship this georgeous fat stud in every way, giving my mind, body, and being to his desires and wishes. I shall perform any act, do any deed, provide every pleasure my master wishes till my dying breath."
His eyes welled up, so did mine. We stared into each others soul for a long while. He then uttered my vow back to me in his words; "I swear I will service and care for this beautiful fat Sissy in every way. I give my mind, body, and being to your desires and wishes. I shall perform any act, do any deed, provide every pleasure my Fat Sissy wishes till my dying breath."
Breaking the stillness I exclaimed, "Well then! Let's get this Fat Sissy Pig Fucked!" We laughed, kissed deeply, then I rolled my heaving fat body onto my back. In that time, my asshole had 'closed' somewhat. As my muscles clenched to roll, I began letting out loud wet queefing farts! We laughed at the ridiculousness of my ruined ass, he pushed 'The Machine' up to my flaccid Cunt, handed me the controls and showed off the settings.
"Get me a mask!" I exclaimed. He brought back a cute pink piggy mask with big anime eyes and three couplings. He fit it on my face, turned a couple knobs, and retrieved some hoses that were connected to hidden air tanks. He plugged each one in, explaining what each did. I'll just say it plainly; one was air, one was to get me high as fuck with Canabis Vape, the last was a special hypno anestetic like a SUPER POPPERS. The eye holes were big enough that I could see like I was wearing snorkling goggles. I looked at my Master, he was slowly fondling his cock and huffing the bottle of poppers.
"Begin." He said, staring at my ass. I pressed the start switch and rotated the first knob to '1'. Silently, slowly, like a steam train, the gigantic cock pistoned forward. It entered my sloppy Cunt. As it pressed deeper then retreated, my Pussy began a series of squelching sloppy Queefs. The first time had been funny, this time it was the music of Filthy Gooning Sloppy Sissy Faggot Piggy SEX! The gasses in my mask were slow to take effect, but when they did, WOW! It felt like I was being electrified awake, every nerve, and muscle, every neuron, and fiber of my body was filled with awareness! The Hypno was my heartbeat, each flashing image was a lifetime of ecstacy! My mind was everywhere at once, and totally focused on the sensations of that gigantic Dildo picking up speed and depth pounding my Ass.
My lover had grown restless watching me have all the fun. He had begun using an enormous tapered Wolf Cock in his slick fat ManCunt. He was grunting and panting every time the Knot found a home inside his Ass. Then he pulled it out and started all over again; Poppers, Wolf Cock, Goon, Edge, repeat... We were oogling each other in our throes of ecstacy and we looked awesome! Slick greasy PVC encased FAT bodies writhing, jiggling, flowing with the rhythms of pure Fetish Lust! I had surrendered utterly to the BBW Sissy Faggot Slave side, and it was perfect! Then it began; a small slow mote of light deep inside my body began to grow and intensify, I felt it coming in every part of me, I was becoming the orgasm! When I had been filled to bursting with light and energy, I channeled it all into my Ass and Caged Clitty. I shot cum from my cock like it was a Drunken hundred Horse Bukakke Piss Party! I could see jets flying a dozen feet away, ribbons streaming all over myself, my lover, the couches, the toys, everything! Then my lover exploded with cum. Not on the same mixtures as me, his was more human but prodigious nonetheless!
Once everything had slowed down to normal, I looked around at the enormous mess he, I, we had made. My head hurt, my body ached, and I knew there were diapers for the next week at least for me! I was so sore that I had to use one of those post pregnancy donuts they give new mothers. But for all the soreness, aches and pains, I was proud of every ouch and wince. We now lived full time in our home, and my lover and I had found our soulmates. Oh, and by the way, My husbands name... Adam.
The Sloppy Sissy End!
(I do hope you have enjoyed this four part series. I realize it wanders quite a bit and may lack some continuity and flow, but typing with one hand on my cock and the other on the keyboard isn't easy! If you have any comments or suggestions, please let me know. I really enjoy letting my fantasies fly as I cannot find anyone to fulfill them with in reality!)
ASS REAMING (BHM-BBM, toys, Sissy, huge, Latex, Fetish) (Part 3)
ASS REAMING (BHM-BBM, toys, Sissy, huge, Latex, Fetish)(Part 3)
He helped me up, (no easy feat for a SSBBW sissy whore like me!) and we walked over to one of the couches. My sissy dick was straining to be free, but it was delicious frustration. I sat, feeling the soft slightly oily leather caress my prodigious ass. My Lover left me there, "I'm gonna get cleaned up too." he said over his shoulder. He showered and used the PowerBidet in the same way I had discovered, then dressed in some ridiculously tight black Latex. His crotch, cock, balls, fupa, and upper thighs all bulged outward from the opening in his outfit. His large round butt was sealed in, except for his entire asscrack, which looked like two gigantic swolen vertical lips! The outfit had holes for his tits so his fat full breasts were free to dangle and sway and suck. It was so friggin hot!
"Turn around, I want to work my fuckstick into that slutty hole of yours!" I went to my hands and knees and spun around so my big ass was inviting him to use me. I wiggled my ass and without hesitation he grabbed my hips and plunged his face between my cheeks. He began to lick all around my hungry hole teasing me, and then he drove his tounge into my asshole over and over. I realized then that I was gonna get the fucking of a lifetime if he was this horny to get inside my plump Sissy rear! He came up for air and exclaimed, "Slut, you are way too tight for just spit to be the lube for my manmeat! We're gonna have to loosen you up a little if you don't want to be split in two!"
He got up and told me to wait here like a good piggy whore, and when he came back I saw he had a Costco sized can of Crisco, and a jug of that awesome thick anal lube. "Let's grease up that lardy Faggot fat ass." I pushed my ass up and my face down on the sofa. As I did so my lover pulled a bunch of dildos, cocks, and plugs of every conceivable size from the 'Cock Shelves'. I began to pant with excitement and my clitty began to throb and leak all over the leather. I propped myself up to see what he was doing when I heard the tearing of the metal top of the Crisco can. It landed beside my knee with a thump. This thing was heavy, it'd take a restaurant a long time to use this much up, I expected we might finish it all tonight!
He scooped out two big handfulls and smeared it on my exposed ass and crotch, spread it down between my thighs, up and around my cage and the folds of my belly and between my hip folds of fat so it looked like I was wearing a bikini bottom of grease. I reached into the tub for a fistfull of Crisco and stuffed as much as I could under my bodice and slathered my plump breasts and the outside of my pink sissy top. I now had a cute white top of grease over my sexy PVC outfit. I was wearing a white grease bikini painted on all my hot fat parts and my hanging belly slid greasy smears on the couch over my straining to be free girldick. He pulled what looked like a frosting bag fit for cows. He took a couple fistfulls and scraped them into the bag, then added about 10 pumps of the lube, closed it up, mooshed it around then placed the tip up my waiting boypussy.
I heard the squishing sounds and felt that greasy load jet into my pussy. Once the bag was empty, he reloaded it with the same mix of Crisco and lube and filled me with another bag of grease! I had NEVER been with someone that could match my delight for slick greasy piggy fucking, but he was in my mind, doing what I've only dreamed of... Then I felt his hands massaging my ass and passing up and down over my slick hole which was now beginning to pump soft serve grease out of it!
He began by inserting each finger, then two, and three. Four fingers and his thumb were too much the pain was intense, his hands were bear paw big. He felt me wince, came around to my face and offered his grease coated fingers to suck on. This was pure caloric fat! I sucked on his hand, cleaning him off and swallowed perhaps a thousand calories of Crisco. "Good Piggy Sissy" he got up and returned with a bottle of Super Rush. "I'll save the good stuff for later!" He winked and returned to my pussy as I cracked the bottle and took several hits in a row.
"Ah Fuuuck! That feel goood! FIST MY PUSSY DADDY!" I grunted exhaling the first round. I was watching the Sissy Hypno on the screen, and the music pulsed and thrummed with the visuals. But up there, in that intense Sissy Hypno video I had Popperbated and Gooned to for months were different Sissy Sluts, in a different place! This huge assed Sissy Chub was about to take her Black PVC clad Masters fist up her Pussy! "Oh FUUCCCK! This is SOOO Fuckin' hot!" I thought as the Masters fist slid fingers first up his FAGGOT'S PUSSY!!
Then I felt the pressure. It began building, then released. Building then released. "Fuck I need another hit!" I took a few hits from my bottle and watched the screen again. "GOD that FAGGOT SLUT is gonna get WRECKE...!!" The pressure I was feeling was my own Pussy. That sexy Sissy SSBBW ass was mine, and that fist was his... and it had just squelched past my sphincter and he was now wrist deep inside my cunt!
"We are in this video! I'm on camera, on the screens!" I shouted. I didn't consider he would have cameras positioned to catch all the fun, but I couldn't see a single one. A vague thought crept into my mind, "Setup?" His hand wriggled on my prostate and I squealed with delight. "Of course I have cameras, they're everywhere. For security some, but more for my own and my partner's pleasure." Then he washed it all away with this question, "I only keep the ones that my guests approve. So...Do. You. Approve?" He pulled his hand out to the widest part and I saw through the Hypno swirls my cunt was stretched like never before. And I was the Star of my own Sissy Hypno!
"Well..you do have my ass in your hands...how can I say no?" He pulled out just a bit more and I could feel my cunt begin to slide closed. "I'm happy to pull out and let you decide." He said honestly as he began to pull his hand further from my pussy. My 'answer' was to shove my body backwards and stuff his wonderful broad fist as deep into my cunt as it could go!
"That's what I was hoping you would say! Very much hoping that!" He began the slow rhythmic process of sinking his fist into my body, then pulling it out. I was rocking and wriggling my cunt on his arm, urging him deeper, faster! There was grease squelching out every time he pulled his hand free that made a 'shlurrPohp' sound. My asspussy was loose and perpetually open, with every thrust into me my pussy would fart long and loud I was huffing my poppers, watching 'us' in the Hypno, and realized I was leaking everywhere! I was going to become this man's FAT SISSY FAGGOT WHORE forever! I had found a new home!
ASS REAMING (BHM-BBM, toys, Sissy, huge, Latex, Fetish) (Part 2)
ASS REAMING (BHM-BBM, toys, Sissy, huge, Latex, Fetish)(Part 2)
It was in part of the Valley where tech money lived. Our ride wound through the tree gabled streets where the 'Bro' money that lived for flashy displays had torn down the modest homes where the real tech stars who built the world we now enjoy had started their journey to the top. Most who lived here now flaunted and spent till they went broke.
Driving further we entered the more remote hills where the 'old money' had built mansions they called bungalows or cottages. This was the neighborhood where folks made wealth by building their tech empires in the garages of the homes we had passed earlier. We arrived, at a nicely appointed home built partway into the hillside that was tasteful and proper. The views of the valley from the upper floors would be fantastic.
My new lover took my hand and led me inside, there was so much I wanted to geek out looking at, but he just kept pulling his puppy along. The home was built into the hillside and had several floors worth exploring. I was in Tony Starks workshop and a tech museum at once, his place was awesome! I stopped to gawk at a framed Forbes cover from when I was like six, it was him about twenty years old standing with a very old Gordon Moore! "Long ago.. Long ago..." he said and took my hand and led me to a double door closet. "What's this? a 'secret room?'" I snarked. He replied, "In fact it is. and I know you will like it!" Strangely fitting metaphor, gay guy using a closet to hide his sex toys or something! It was like the Wardrobe from that kids book! We enter through a totally normal closet down a hall, and enter a fantasy. What I beheld was perhaps the most depraved sex palace I have ever dreamed of!
"Make yourself comfortable... Drink?" He was at a bar in this luxe sex palace and lifted a bottle of scotch.
"Sure.." I said absentmindedly as I perused the shelves. Dildos of every make and better yet size! Human, animal, alien, artistic, egg laying, he had everything! There were Plugs, inflatables, ridged, screws, expanding, open holers. Then the pumps, large, small, you name it! Rope, clamps, hoses and accessories, sounding rods, e-stim devices. Then the shelves of various lubes ran from Albolene by the tub, to Vaseline in quart jars. Ten pound Crisco tubs and any waterbased, silicone, or oil lube that existed! Other shelves had gallon pump jugs of fake cum, and five gallon buckets of Japanese Slime Lotion! And oh my god the machines! Each one, state of the art, industrial, and built for intense sex. The row of fucking machines had their stainless steel rods all up and ready to be put to use. He saw me gawking at them, "Custom built, larger motors, much longer throw, with sensors in the rod and motor so they can't 'injure' someone."
Next I saw the "BrainBender" Shelf; it had Nitrous, and Poppers from everywhere, even discontinued brands. Masks with tubes, or screw in points to supply constantly the desired gas mixes. There were edibles, and shrooms, extacy, and more! It was a pharmacy of drugs, narcotics, and mind altering substances to enhance, prolong, drive, and open the senses like never before!!
Behind the shelves were racks of clothes most all in plus sizes ranging from vanilla to leather jock, sissywear, to latex dom. There were costumes, wigs, and shoes galore! A vanity was surrounded by half of Sephora. the couches were all heavy duty fabric, leather, vinyl, and PVC, "Waterproof, of course." I said as I stroked the back of a chaise designed to put two crotches in direct contact for sharing double dildos, fists, cocks, anything. There were slings, swings, and rigs strong and comfortable enough to hold a rhino without fear of breaking.
Then there were the screens, They were everywhere, and they were huge. As I glanced up at one, my 'host' clicked a remote and they all sprung to life. He then rolled through some channels revealing wild and debauched porn of every kink and fetish, but he saw my reaction to the sissy hypno and BBW popperbate stuff because he turned up the volume and walked over to me.
"Well I can see what you like. So you 'sissy faggot' go get dressed in something slutty, then I'm gonna fuck you like the sissy whore you are!" He kissed me roughly and smacked my ass, I squealed and ran over to the racks. "Oh, before that, go clean out your bowels slut. I don't want your shit getting my cock dirty." He pointed over to the toilets and shower in the corner behind a heavy glass divider.
Then he quickly removed his pants and shirt to reveal his whole sexy fat body. I gawked in awe at my studs awesome huge body. In every way, his body was the definition of masculine, a fat smooth hairless god! My eyes went straight to his huge fat cock that had a drastic curvature (clearly he enjoyed stroking himself as much as I did). It was peeking out from under his enormous round double belly. He had big fat tits that sagged heavy on his belly. And his ass was enormous as well, there was a large deep crease where his rolls of fat met the top of his ass and wide hips. Finally his thighs were so thick they hugged each other down to his knees, and they framed that gorgeous giant cock and massive ballsack of his.
I actually giggled like a little girl then trotted over to the shower and toilets that were in the corner behind a divider. I showered, and shaved myself completely. I then washed my hair and body till every roll and crack smelled sweet and feminine. As was towling off I considered one of the two ultra fancy Japanese bidets, the ones with wands and jets... but everything was translated into English! I sat my ample behind on the large and prewarmed seat and found the buttons for wash, clean, deep clean, and "full flush".
I started with wash, and felt warm jets of water and suds caress everything exposed to the machine, and it was wonderful! Then figuring this was going to be a 'very' long night I went all in and pressed "Full Flush". Well full flush is exactly what it says. It actually ran a lubed robotic catheter up my asspussy! I could feel as it began flushing warm silky feeling water into my bowels, then opened my sphincter with an expanding open ring to allow all that water and shit to be flushed out! The whole process of Fill, Flush, Rinse took about ten minutes, I think there wasn't a particle of shit from my appendix down! Felt really good too. I would prefer the "Full Flush" over taking another dump the primitive way ever again! The bidet completed with another round of 'Wash' and finished with a mosturizing balm spray on everything from my thighs to the top of my asscrack. Wow!
I went back to the racks feeling extraordinarily whore girl slutty and found a very sissy whorish pink PVC outfit that was in every way too small but was PERFECT!!! I struggled to pull it on, then found a gallon pump bottle of lube on the shelf next to the PVC and Latex wear! "Oh he had thought of EVERYTHING!" I giggled to myself, now slick with lube I pulled on my outfit. It clung to my curves and dug in tightly around my fat rolls. My outfit had maternity style bra cups for my hefty tits that could open with a snap from the top to pull them fully out. Around my clitty and asspussy there was a large crotchless opening from front to back. I marvelled at how in this Sissy Pink PVC I was an overstuffed pink sausage sissy piggy and it felt fantastic! I sat at the vanity did my makeup to look extra feminine and slutty, found a lovely redhead wig and to finish the outfit, a pair of pink heels that had dainty straps around my ankle and thick calf. I found a sissy cage in bubblegum pink that wonderfully fit everything in nice and tight. I locked the cage and key in hand pranced over to my stud.
"let's see Sissy." he said. I handed him the key and twirled my blubbery soft body for his approval. "My we are a FAT SLUTTY SISSY FAGGOT PIGGY aren't we." He opened the snaps of my bra, pulled my tits out and began to fondle my blubbery breasts and said, "I'll bet those FAT tits of yours like to have BIG COCKS squirt gallons of cum on them!" As he pawed my enormous belly mooshing it around he added, "You must adore being filled with sexy creamy fattening treats to get this big. And ooh, look what's hiding under your apron! That's quite a large cage there SISSY! You think that cock all locked up is any match for my cock?"
"Oh no it's just my big clitty and it deserves to be locked away till your cock is satisfied!"
"I'll tell you FAGGOT when, or even IF I might unlock that chastity! Buuut..If you're really good I'll let you out to get some of my ass too!" He tugged my balls hard making me squeal and wince.
Then as he went around behind me he gasped as he exclaimed, "Holy Shit, your ass is gigantic!" He stroked my ass up and down, side to side marvelling at how broad I really was, In fact there are some doors I have to turn partly sideways just to pass though! Guess it was the Bovine Estrus Growth Hormones I found in Argentina added to the cocktail of female hormones that let me pack fat into all the femenine places fatty lovers love! My stud was quite a bit fatter than me, but thanks to good girly genes and heaps of estrogen I was a 300lb H cup pear shaped thick thighed SSBBW with a good sized cock and an asspussy designed for fucking!
He grabbed my fat rolls and pawed at me to turn around. We mashed our smooth bellies and tits back and forth feeling his gorgeous manhood rise. He groped my wide fat ass while I kissed his soft lips, face, and neck. His cock now was pulsing under my apron against my thigh and cage. His smooth naked flesh skidded across the PVC of my outfit, making us both jiggle, it felt wonderful. Over and over we mooshed our fronts together, kissing, licking, and groping till he was hot, and I was sweating in my outfit. I love the feeling of my fat parts squishing around, trapped behind a layer of PVC struggling to squeeze out to freedom!
Soon, I smothered my face in those sweet mounds of titfat on the way down to greet my prize. I lifted his heavy belly and started kissing and licking his throbbing veiny dick, clean smooth fupa, the pudge of his thick thighs and those beautiful full balls. This was LUST and I was in heat! He lifted his apron of fat over my head, and that beautiful horsecock was twitching in my face, I quietly whispered this vow; "I swear I will service and worship this georgeous fat stud in every way, giving my mind, body, and being to his desires and wishes. I shall perform any act, do any deed, provide every pleasure my master wishes till my dying breath." To seal my promise, I took his bulbous swollen cockhead in my mouth and drew as much of his manhood into me as I could, and held him there, feeling his cock and balls pulse, sliding my fingers along and under his taint and behind to rub at his asshole. Then I massaged his cock with rubbing strokes of my well flattened tongue. His big belly lay heavy on my head, his hands pressed the back of my head, his urging me to take more, and I tried mightly to engulf his full length down my throat. He began fucking my face, I could hear him grunting obscenities and dirty things, but surrounded by all his fat and concentrating on serving him I could only hear "FUcck! ...Faggot.. SISSSSYY.. GOOODD..." Then with a spasm he went over the edge, like they always do when I service my man!
The flood of cum was jetted straight down my throat, so I missed tasting any of his yumminess. When he was satisfied, he pulled my head off his cock, but I was sucking every drop I could get from him and was not about to stop until ordered! With a wet slap his long flaccid cock dropped from my hungry mouth and I could breathe for the first time in almost two minutes! The drool and tears dripped from my face, glistened and slipped on the sissy pink PVC and my fat tits. I looked up at my lover over his heaving belly and we shared a smile filled with cunning, lust, and expectation.
With all the spit I was now covered in, I got his crotch sopping with my saliva and again I sucked his massive cock into my mouth. After sucking it back to life, that monster cock grew bat hard again and the big head swelled to a size that was never going to fit in my smooth, tight, fat ass. Hell, it was gonna take me a month of 24 hour blowjobs to learn to deepthroat this beast! I was glad I wore such heavy whore color on my lips, I could see my prior efforts could only get 5-6 inches in my mouth before finding bottom. He was once again fully aroused and was in full heat. I was feeling like the Sissiest Slut ever and all I wanted was more of this gorgeous man!
ASS REAMING (BHM-BBM, toys, Sissy, huge, Latex, Fetish) (Part 1)
ASS REAMING (BHM-BBM, toys, Sissy, huge, Latex, Fetish)(Part 1)
The reaming my ass took that night and deep into the following day was incredible. It all started later one drunken evening at the bar when a good looking bear of a guy I met claimed, "Well cub, I'm bigger than John Holmes and twice as horny! You might not be able to 'take' what I can offer cub.."
His words both stung and excited me. First of all, I was just under 300lbs. I was as much bear as he was. Except that I was all shapely, feminine curves and rolls, I was more BBW with a seven inch clit! Also he was older, with a trim beard, much taller, and far bigger! I'd been with other fat guys that were my size, and it was lots of fun. But something about his boasting, his looks, and size had my asspussy twitching to find out! "Well old bear. That's quite a flex sayin' that! Shows your age if nothing else! Most guys would say Mandingo, Julio Gomez or somethin' like that to intimidate a... cub!" I fluttered my eyes and brushed my ass across his hand as I turned back to the bar.
Now for those of you who may not know, John Holmes had an iconic cock. Women swooned when they saw that monster, he destroyed ass and pussy like a god, and guys like me dreamed of having a tool like that between our own legs, and more importantly buried balls deep in our asspussies!
He leaned forward, reaching over me to the bar to place his now empty glass pressing his belly against my ass and back. Oh that felt nice! But it was his whisper in my ear that set me alight! "Come home with me and you can find out for yourself!" He grabbed a handful of my asscheek and squeezed hard! "You seem to know classic vintage better than the other 'boys' here. Could be 'fun'..for both of us."
So this bear I'm flirting with is wearing some loose fitting shorts that hid whatever was truly under there, and his belly is hanging low further blocking any chance to spy the 'goods'. But oh my god, that smooth double belly was sweet, bulging, hugely round. His shirt was several sizes too small so that it rode up to act more as a bra for his prodigious moobs that must be E cups on their own! And oh god he was handsome! What if an older Henry Cavill had just said 'Fuck it!' and allowed himself to grow fantasticly plump! His double chin was hidden some by his cropped beard, but you could tell in his face, he was a big boy!
Being both drunk, horny as hell, and flattered this fat stud was hitting on me, I beckoned him to the bathroom hallway in a play at privacy. Once in the hall to the bathrooms, he grabbed my shoulder, turned me roughly and pressed my back to the wall. Our eyes fixed and his hand grabbed mine to force it down under his belly apron and into the waistband of his shorts. Trying to be cavalier, I proceeded to grab at his junk while giving him a long slutty stare eye to eye real close like. He narrowed his eyes as I found my prize!
My eyes went wide, "Told ya you wouldn't be dissappointed..". My knees felt weak as he kept me upright by pressing his belly firmly into me holding me against the wall.
"Where have you been all my life?!" I asked with breathless sluttiness as I laid my head onto his chest. Taller by several inches, fat bulging thick but still muscular underneath, and he really did feel all of 14" long and 2-3" thick flaccid! And if he was even a little into fat Sissies, I was gonna be in fuck slut heaven!
He caressed my head against his chest and said, "It don't matter where I've been, I'm here now and if you'll allow me, I'm gonna fuck the living shit outta you, and maybe change your life!"
I responded trying to regain some confidence and composure, "Well you might be in luck, I love getting fucked silly, and being reamed out and stuffed with all sorts of things. Fuck me right, get me to cum, and you won't be sorry when I do!"
We began to make out in the hallway to the bathrooms and I could feel our lust was rising. I didnt want some fast stall fuck n' go. I wanted this guy big time, but there was something that I needed to say before we went anywhere. If he said 'no', then a quickie it would be, but if he said yes... I took the chance when we broke our kiss and said, "Um... Well not everyone likes this, but I gotta ask...So...are you into fat sissies?" My voice rose to girlish timbre finishing my question.
He looked sternly into my searching eyes, I could feel the weight of his body still firm against mine. "Oh fuck. I think I ruined m..." He cupped my face with both hands and kissed me. Not like a lustful 'fuckme' kiss. It was slow and loving, tender sweet, like we were kissing at our wedding altar?! He broke the kiss, squeezed my ample ass with a very strong hand and said, "You and I are going home!" We took off in a cab to his place.
8 inches in my ass (BHM/BHM Crisco, Toys, Huge, Ass, Filthy)
(This is a story I wrote for myself years ago, like back in AOL floppy disk days! It expressed the fullness of my perversion and lust for no holds barred crazy sex that I was wanting, but knew I wasn't gonna find. I've reread it and added a couple new bits, edited here and there, but it remains true to my dirty filthy slutty faggot sissy mind!)
Deep Dickin'
I straddled his torso, my hot hard cock was in his face, he began sucking me as I grabbed his massive hard dick. He was long, a good 8 inches and as thick as a billyclub.
I applied a generous amount of Crisco to my manhole by inserting two fingers in my ass, I spread the rest of that greasy slick fuck sauce all over that monstrous cock and grabbed the base and pushed the head to my hot opening.
He grabbed my ass cheeks as I pushed down on the cock, feeling the huge greasy head split my fuckhole as several inches of his shaft went in, it felt as if I was going to be ripped in two. I pulled back allowing his fuckstick to escape and my stretched hole to relax. I applied more Crisco to his slimy cock, as he grabbed my hips and pushed me back down onto that huge dick. His head entered as he pushed on my hips, forcing 7 of the 8 thick inches deep into my ass. I let out a huge moan as I forced the remaining 1 inch in.
I remained motionless for some time as I got use to his size, then began to ride him. He responding by meeting my bucking hips with his thrusts. I could feel the whole length of the thick shaft stretching my tight hole, as his thick doorknob sized cockhead was deep in my ass. He was picking up the pace as I tried to keep up with his constant thrusts. I would buck my hips so the whole 8 inches almost came out, then slam it back in.
Soon, I pulled off him and told him to do me doggie style. I flipped over on my hands and knees and buried my face in the pillow ready to get the fucking of a lifetime. He grabbed my ass cheeks again as I felt his cock at the entrance. He entered me in one big thrust that caused me to scream in ecstasy. He let out a big groan, as I reached behind to feel his balls, he must have been ready to come, as he began some long hard thrusts that penetrated deep in this position.
It felt like that fat cock head was about up to my stomach. I raised my face form the pillow to let out a slutty groan, and to peer into the side mirror to see this hot stud pounding my now loose fuckhole. He looked like a human jackhammer as he ravaged my ass. My face went back to the pillows, trying to keep my ass just were he wanted it. He then started to pump in circular motions which found its way all over my inside, stretching my hole to the point were I was almost incoherent, all I could do was make guttural noise until he blew a load so large I could feel it warming my insides. He stopped pumping and held his cock deep in me as I milked all of the cum out of him. Soon I felt a trickle at first then it became a gush as his now softening cock stuck deep in my bowels began to fill my guts with his piss.
'I know you want this, whore!' He said with his hand grabbing his cock and balls in order to keep his meat inside me as the pressure to expel his 'gift' became greater. But soon it was too much and we both felt rivulets of hot piss squelch and spurt out around our groins and down our legs soaking the bed.
I had not come and wanted more, 'come on, stay hard, fuck me more with that gorgeous ramrod!' I said while massaging his balls. He was still completely in me, not even a half inch of shaft could be felt by my wandering hand. The incredible fullness had subsided as most of my piss filled guts had gushed out. I began moving my hips as his cock responded 'on your back this time' as I flipped over again, my pussy was loose and relaxed so gush after gush of piss poured out of me as I rolled onto my back and lay in a pool of Crisco, cum, and piss. He grabbed my ankles and held my legs in the air. I peered down over my greasy belly and watched as the entire 8 inches of my slut lover slide up my greasy hole. I moaned and threw back my head as he started penetrating deep into me.
I could hear and feel his balls slapping my ass in steady rhythm as I was nearing orgasm. He was ready to come again as he started the circular motions again. I let out a whimper and a moan as I blew my load all over my chest, at the same time a second large creamy load filled my ass. He pulled out and flopped sloppily next to me as I lay there, with the loads of slick cum, crisco and piss oozing out of my used mancunt onto the motel sheets. We fell asleep in our filth snuggled together like the faggot fuck pigs we knew we were.
). We would watch cartoons, draw, build Lego, play hide & seek, and play 'Spy" where we would sneak around the house trying to be secret agents. We also played with GI Joes (the big ones, they were my older brother's) and Barbies that Tara brought over. It was all the typical kids stuff kids in the 70's would do.
